Connecting With My Guides
I was told that my guides were calling.
I was told that my grandmother wanted to walk this journey with me, and that I should be surrounded by roses. The person who told me this knew nothing of my grandmother. My grandmother, Rose, was calling.
I stayed connected. I began picking roses from the side of the road before I taught Reiki to my students.
As I was driving up I-87 to meet Melodee Solomon for our third shoot together, I wondered what we'd create. I began tuning in, calling on my guides, asking for coyotes to appear. In that moment, my husband called and said that one had just run past our house.
When I reached Melodee, it felt like a homecoming. She showed me the offerings she brought for the earth, and among them were faded pink rose petals. She had brought them, something she didn't usually do, because she felt a strong love around the decision to bring roses.
Roses, my grandmother, Melodee's heart, and mine.
We walked along a path and found fat, furry caterpillars. We saw worms long enough to look like baby snakes.
She led me to the water, hidden at the end of path. The Hudson River, a little piece of it, held an anchored sailboat. Hugging the shoreline, an enormous swaggy weeping willow leaned in. My grandmother had one just like it, and I remembered being little and swinging from its branches.
I knew the scent of the Hudson, yet it transported me to my home away in Point Judith. The magic kept coming.
Later, along a different body of water, we waited for sunset. Melodee reminded me, moon lover, of the magic of the sun.
I saw her, a beautiful fire in the sky, setting down layers of orange, pink, red and yellow, and I thanked her.
And now, as I witness myself through Melodee’s lens, I’m overwhelmed with gratitude for her time, her travel, and her incredible care and planning. She is divine.
Photography: Melodee Solomon